You see, I wish I could do that, but I'm kinda in your situation with Clow. He lives in your head, and you can stick him to happier, more oblivious, less stupid times. But you know that it happens, HE knows that it happens, and it shall always be in the corner of your mind when you roleplay/write him.

Also, masochism. I want to play it despite of the nonsense because I MUST KNOW ALL or something.