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taotrooper) wrote2010-06-28 04:12 am
taotrooper) wrote2010-06-28 04:12 am
Derp
*draaaaags herself from lethargy*
a) I see almost everyone is doing a 30 days meme of some sort. I kinda want to, but none of the ones I've seen convince me.
b) Judging from what I've seen on the flist, it's better that I don't retake Durarara. Not that interested anymore, anyway. /short attention span
c) Judging from what I've seen on the flist, it's better that I do retake this season of Doctor Who. I'm fucking amazed that all the ones who watched it actually agree that the finale was so good. Because let me tell you, you never do.
d) I miss my fandoms horribly. I crave to replay Apollo Justice, and run around in Okami, and finish Persona 4, and see more scans of pretty Tales of the Abyss shit -mangas, doujin, anything-, and find good fanworks in FMA -like I'd find many; what the hell, Pixiv. I should stop being a coward and actually finish Zoku Natsume Yuujinchou. I want more manga to read every month: Ouran is ending soon, Vinland Saga is on hiatus, Historie sucks so much lately, the rest aren't consistent.
e) I'm constantly sad, aggressive, lethargic, unable to concentrate on my project in the spare hours I have for myself. I'm scared of my project, since I don't understand what I have to do or how to fix it when it's not working, and the dumber I feel the more scared I am to research/study the language I'm coding in. Thus, I feel guilty I'm not doing shit. My state isn't helping my guilt and I have no idea how to pick myself up. At this pace, I'll never be able to have it done by September. Damn, I wanted to graduate. It's been 10 years since I finished high school.
f)
a) I see almost everyone is doing a 30 days meme of some sort. I kinda want to, but none of the ones I've seen convince me.
b) Judging from what I've seen on the flist, it's better that I don't retake Durarara. Not that interested anymore, anyway. /short attention span
c) Judging from what I've seen on the flist, it's better that I do retake this season of Doctor Who. I'm fucking amazed that all the ones who watched it actually agree that the finale was so good. Because let me tell you, you never do.
d) I miss my fandoms horribly. I crave to replay Apollo Justice, and run around in Okami, and finish Persona 4, and see more scans of pretty Tales of the Abyss shit -mangas, doujin, anything-, and find good fanworks in FMA -like I'd find many; what the hell, Pixiv. I should stop being a coward and actually finish Zoku Natsume Yuujinchou. I want more manga to read every month: Ouran is ending soon, Vinland Saga is on hiatus, Historie sucks so much lately, the rest aren't consistent.
e) I'm constantly sad, aggressive, lethargic, unable to concentrate on my project in the spare hours I have for myself. I'm scared of my project, since I don't understand what I have to do or how to fix it when it's not working, and the dumber I feel the more scared I am to research/study the language I'm coding in. Thus, I feel guilty I'm not doing shit. My state isn't helping my guilt and I have no idea how to pick myself up. At this pace, I'll never be able to have it done by September. Damn, I wanted to graduate. It's been 10 years since I finished high school.
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