Feb. 7th, 2007
Scary subconscious
Feb. 7th, 2007 07:31 pmI had finished this unit, and I go and close my eyes for some minutes. Then, God knows why, I get images of my old bedroom in Caracas. Very vivid images. I could recall a lot of it, and the building, and the house.
This is creepy, because I have a sucky, undetailed memory for this kind of things. Normally, to remember the face of a random high school classmate or a grand aunt, I have to struggle and rack my brains, and I still see it all blurry. Same with places. Hell, I'm already forgetting our old apartment.
So this is why it's WEIRD AS FUCK I suddenly can recall so much of something, in the least expected moment.
This is kinda depressing, also. When I want to remember on my own, I can't.
This is creepy, because I have a sucky, undetailed memory for this kind of things. Normally, to remember the face of a random high school classmate or a grand aunt, I have to struggle and rack my brains, and I still see it all blurry. Same with places. Hell, I'm already forgetting our old apartment.
So this is why it's WEIRD AS FUCK I suddenly can recall so much of something, in the least expected moment.
This is kinda depressing, also. When I want to remember on my own, I can't.
